Feeling somewhat better about my chances this round. Only it looks like Erinn is going unless I do and that train is unstoppable. I've tried fishing with Lex and he doesn't wanna play shake up the game ball yet. I guess given the high likelihood of an early blindside in his future I don't blame him for not wanting to rock the boat too much yet, especially while the boat is already rocking. Still, Erinn going kind of ruins my thoughts on having a cool unexpected secret alliance. That's a shame.
The lack of response to my offer of friendship is probably a sign it wa a lost cause anyway, though.
Apparently bella does not trust Erinn (EVEN LESS THAN SHE TRUSTS LEX!1!!1111, yes she actually told lex that. Yes she's confused on why she loses survivor games.) I see this as a great time to swing Erinn. But no. Lex doesn't want to piss off the braintrust brigade. Schade.
He's quite confident because he has the 3x vote and presumably its currently one of only two rewards in play, the other of which is the matching 3x vote, held by.....
the future Mrs. Mango Misty Bastard.
Apparently they were engaged earlier.
So he's feeling just confident ENOUGH to not want to take any big risks this round and kill Colleen or Candey, and that's fair enough. Personally, I think he's relying too much on the 3x as an option. Nullifiers can and likely will be out there, if not now, soon. He's a prime target to block. Quite frankly, what we need is Jenna. I adore Jenna and her vote is one I really wanna swing. If there is one person in this game I would never lose even the slightest bit of sleep over losing to, its Jenna. Heidi, Jenna, Misty, Lex, DDanielle. Those are the people I would go to the end with as of this moment. If I wasn't so damn sure I would lose a debate with ublazrob out of shear exasperation, id consider Parvati on the list but... eh. Id like to get a nice win in too, Rob. I like Yau-Jess too, and Hunter, but... I already don't see it ever happening.
Not a lot of AS1ers! That's probably because we slaughtered them all already and I feel like the dead might be pissy.
Apparently a part of why I am a lingering target is because in the jokey atmosphere of a tribe chat after I discovered I didn't have to do the first challenge at all, I made a joke that I was never gonna do a single challenge in the whole game. I was joking. I was clearly joking. We were all joking around.
I guess there is a good reason I work well with Lex: he doesn't take everything so damned seriously.
Apparently my comments have put me in some real hot water!! BELLA. Stop being so literal. And stop being offended by literally everything!
I feel like she's on some kind of crusade to make up for AS1 and her mehness there by being the HBIC. Only everything is a threat to her supporiority.
SOMEONE MAKES A JOKE
:bella:
WHAT IS A JOKE
AND WHY IS THERE
NO LAW AGAINST IT YET
So I might get the boot. If I do... well, fuck those guys. I will do every last challenge at RI and I'll come back and make sure every last vote against me is dead. Or at least I hope so. I don't know that I could pull it off...
Anyway, apparently Natalie sucked because she was moving to college and lex threw her out there as a target and bella told her he was the one naming her and now she's pissy pants about it. And she'll be voting me. Candey is probably voting me. Erinn will be voting me. My fate may rest in Austins hands. And he may decide now is the time to MAKE A MOVE. But I am not the move to make. I have no power and its gonna be a while before I have any. If you wanna make a move, a REAL move, flip the script on someone else. Take out someone higher than you in the power struggle and get in with the in crowd. Become more than ust the appendage to an alliance that gets dangled and ripped off and allows the greater alliance to move on with no VITAL damage. Take out Candice instead and climb a step higher in line as she falls, then claim honest mistake. THAT is how you should make a move, Austin.
Bella is voting 'with the majority' which is her bullshit way of saying she'll enable anyone because no matter who goes
she still wins out. Because she's safe. Her allies are safe. Her options are open and she is coasting.
She's coasting to her doom the second there is a swap given how much the other tribe fucking hates her, but the thing about Bella is. She doesn't comprehend why her behavior might be an issue. She's got a bunch of justifications for everything she does, great reasons and these bullshit moral loopholes. But if you spite her, she will destroy you. Because you didn't just piss her off. YOU ARE THE BAD GUYS.
So anyway, if erin, tara, damien, austin and one other player decide to kill me, bella can claim 'majority' and do it and claim she didn't want this, she just went with majority. EVEN THOUGH IN THAT SITUATION SHE IS THE SWING VOTE.
I don't think that'll happen though. Erinn was her idea. She is the one who started it. She'll finish it because that's enough blood on her hands to make her look guilty.
Bella really, really needs to go down. I wish it could be this vote. I'm pressuring Lex into making it next vote. He would be betraying a lot of good loyalties doing it, and at this stage it is risky as hell for him to roll with the idea but he would just be being the bitch he's always accused others of being if he keeps his head down too long, and I know he sees that too. Its a move that benefits me more than it benefits him because I can claim some distance from the bloodshed, but its necessary for all of us.
If it wasn't for my communication issues I wouldn't be hanging on lex so much for his decision, but I need numbers to do anything and he's the one whose AIM works and he's the one with a reward to back up anything or prepare for fallout.
I really think we need a different 4th though. Me DD and Lex are an assumed trio and while I keep forgetting about DD that is our 3rd vote.... but honestly anyone who knows us over the past year knows that me curtis jake and our resident PW Dylan have become quite the pals over being the best duos this series has seen. And DD is a threat. So we need a loyal 4th to be the one to actually play the reward if and when the time comes. I say we swing Jenna. Mainly because I adore Jenna and I think I would have a better shot at getting a finals seat if she were in the f4. And quite frankly, who is going to nulify JENNA's vote?
So, I dunno. Mostly rambling here. I got aim up for a bit and talked to hunter and kim and lex, and I think hunter is keeping me. I tried to use the RUNNER UPS STICK TOGETHER and VACATIONERS UNITE with him. Honestly the fact that me kim and curtis attacked him at once worries me. Hunter is skittish. If he thinks he's getting bossed around he might bite back.
I really don't wanna leave. I could have fun with RI but right now its not about that. Its about making sure Bella and Candice don't win. Bella can be quite rootable at times, usually when faced against a bigger bitch than herself, and in the underdog position. When she does gain power though, her motivations and morals and justifications start failing but she keeps them up and coldly and obnoxiously tells it like it is to anyone out there.
She is the walter white of ORGs.
Colleen